Older en Mattafix

all i wanted was to
live without the
middleman
all you needed was a

chance to say," i told you so"
when you´re cold and
battered all you want
is to know you matter
to someone

i had to throw away all
the plans we made and
now these days
with marks against my
shoulders i feel like
i´m older than i am

all i want right now
is to be my own child.
do you think it makes
me a better man just
to know i can be
alone a while?

i had to throw away
all the plans we made
and now these days
with marks against my shoulders i feel like
i´m older than i am